I hate everything about you. I hate that even though its been five months, you still know how to push my buttons and make me feel so low. I'm done with it---the lies, the immaturity---all of it. You had me once, and you let me go. You made me feel like the lowest person on the face of this earth for 2 months---I gave you that power and now I am taking it back. I tried being friends with you. I knew you were seeing a new girl...and i told you that I was happy for you. But when I said something about me seeing a new guy--you said that we couldnt continue talking and beeing friends. that it was better if you were gone for "good." No it's more like you want me to be miserable! And really I don't think I deserve that. I think that this new guy I have found makes me happy, he treats me right, he wants to talk to me and treats me with a million ounces of respect. I tried being your friend but you can't do that. So I've finally realized that if I had to choose--chasing after a boy that I want to be friends with, or settling down with a guy who makes me feel special--well I choose him. You can't handle me being happy so thats not a friend. I can't believe its come to this.
SO GOOD BYE TO YOU. GOODBYE TO EVERYTHING I THOUGHT I KNEW.
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