Dear my once lover,
Its hard to believe its been a year. I almost feel like you are dead. Its sad. This time last year I was broken. But here i sit tonight stronger for knowing you. I always said that I lived without regrets. When we broke up I questioned that. Thinking I had wasted 1 1/2 years of my life. But I didn't. I learned to love someone with my entire heart. To not hold back. To love myself. I know you loved me deep down but you sure didn't want to commit. It took you too long to realize the passion we shared. I know you are with a new girl now and I hope you don't let her get away like you did to me. I miss you sometimes and wonder where we would be if we had made it work. But then I think of the terrible things you did and said about me. And I know that isn't love. My boyfriend now isn't perfect, don't you think that. But he shows me everyday that he cares about me. I learned so much from you. You will be FOREVER AND ALWAYS my first love.
I wanna look back and remember the good stuff and appreciate what we shared. I hope you do the same.
To us.
xo
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sometimes...i look back and wonder if i should have done the same thing...if i should have just let it go and moved on.
congrats tho! even i, basically a complete stranger, can see how much you ve grown because of everything; just from your entries now and then ^_^ its actually very inspiring. and i hope you continue on this path cause you only seem to be getting wiser.
-arielle