I AM SO HAPPY.
We have been great lately. Had one fight to overcome.
We nit-pick in a healthy way. He pinches me, i poke him, we're crabby. But its so healthy and refreshing.
I was thinking tonight about how much I love him. I am getting scared now though. We have only been dating for a year. What if we can't last to get married?
The problem I realized is that I am a planner. I schedule everything. I don't like "going with the flow" so I just have the habit of envisioning things. I just have this feeling in the pit of my stomach that he is the one for me. I am just scared because he wants to go to Med School and I fully support that! I just love him so much. I love being around him. The best part of any relationship (in my mind) is going to bed with that person and waking up in the morning (most likely to his silly alarm) and just sighing relief that its another day and you get to start it with him.
I'm only 20. Sometimes I wish we met late in life just so we could be ready. I love him with all my heart. I love doing things for him. To see him happy makes me happy.
R--i love you.
Comments (2)
this is so sweet!! : )
hi, i'm not sure if you come on here anymore but I'm just curious, how are things going?
-arielle